I am 18, old and young. My whole blog will be ridiculous and opinionated. Emotions bleed all through these posts. I myself am beyond NSFW, and my blog is far worse. My life has become horses, books, words, and dreams. My heart is open and my head is held high.Ask your heart out, darling.
Saying those at rodeos don’t care about their animals because this ONE horse fell during a bronc round and broke its leg. The rider dismounted weirdly ASAP though and the hands wrangled him out of the ring quickly.
This is not cruelty, this is an accident! Accidents happen. This one particular incident is not cruelty. Of course they were going to usher the horse out of the public eye, it’s hurt and needs attention. Yes, they did have to “run” it into the chute because you can’t catch or carry a bucking bronco.
People need to focus their anti cruelty efforts where they belong, not on individual cases like this where accidents happen.
I haven’t posted in forever but work was terrible today. Supposedly my brother cheated on his girlfriend which is not ok but she was such a horrible bitch she always said he was cheating when he was walking with his female coworker to their job because it’s really not safe for them to walk alone. He was apparently cheating all the time which is bull shit but whatever.
I now have CHayton and Cable my cornsnake and my friends corn snake. I might be getting a five foot corn snake that someone is just giving away.
I feel all messed up but the physical typing itself feels wonderful right now. I’m hungry and deciding how to use all this nonexistant money I owe others really sucks. I wish my mother wouldn’t charge me rent. That would make life so much easier. I have a catch up week coming though and that’s nice!
Ugh I miss having sex like 5 times a week instead of right now maybe two. what the fuck happened?
Busy 9 hour shift and I come home to this bullshit? I just want to curl up and die.
He was having a bad shed because they were using rodent bedding! The worst thing for a ball! No additional humidity either :/ And he had a rat bite from being fed live rodents :( My manager was so pissed off. He’s available for adoption now though! All fixed up from his shed and checked by a vet. I love my work :)
Just because I told you from the beginning Jordan might want to go instead of you. Mostly because I’m tired of this. Did you really feel the need to make me wake up mad? Do you have nothing better to do than piss and moan?
I was nervous about riding for the first time in over a year. I want someone I trust around. Plus it was more than time to introduce Jordan to that part of my life, a little world in its own. I needed to know how B was holding up after her husband DIED last month. I couldn’t do that with C.
I just don’t get why I can’t be your friend without all this drama. One day the things you do to get me to stick around will cease to work.
One day I’ll only have friends who don’t manipulate me.
It changed again when I met a man. A man who became my best friend, and showed me that though love comes in many forms, to be true it has to be pure. He gave me his love, unconditionally. It changed my whole world. Someone was finally there for me. I am a better person because of this man. His love may not have been romantic, but it still is everything I needed.
I get it, I’m a whiney baby. But my body is starving for affection and that’s still a week away. He didn’t text or call yesterday which freaks me out. I know I am a crazy person.
I’m not sleeping. I’m not happy. Can this week please be over?
I knew I would miss him like hell but at least I didn’t let my “self” go with him. I’m having fun, I’m determined to get some stuff done, and I have plans with friends!
I spent almost a week straight with him and now I’m such a big whiney baby because I miss him like crazy already.
He left at 5 am and I woke up without him :/
I really want to apologize to everyone for being so inconsistant… My friend went missing for three weeks. He was just found dead. His wife is a woman I grew up with and love dearly. I am just having a really hard time with the entire thing. So please forgive me if I don’t post as often or things get a little mixed up.
As always, thank you for following and I am so lucky to have so many fantastic followers. Remember to never let a loved one leave without telling them how much you care. A fight could be your last…